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Monday, March 20, 2006
i shall finally update my blog, by request. 
Posted at 11:11 pm by anky
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Monday, August 29, 2005
i'm on the verge...i'm this close i giving up. | | <--- this close
i'm sorry for disappointing u guys, but i'm not as confident as i was. i can't stand the fact i'm being thought as an arse. i'm fighting a losing battle...how to win? but thanks guys for supporting.
Posted at 02:16 am by anky
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
well, i always thought that blogging is a waste of time...but what the hell...
Guess this is the only place where i can express how i feel...man i sound like VAN. crap. whatever.
Alot of work, no time, no money, currently dangling..inbetween here or there...
oh well, i guess alot of people out there are going through what i'm going through. So no excuses for me to think that i'm the only one going through it. I think that's all for now.
Posted at 02:06 am by anky
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Really feel very relief after the track camp, i would say its quite a success although we screwed up abit here and there. I'm really happy that the track peepz are getting more and more united...
Now the next hurdle is IVP. Really hope that we can perform well, if we can get top 4...i would say it's a dream come true for my track team and i.
Aspirations and Drive for track has really taken a toll on me. I had to give up lots of things, including time for my family.
I just got to hear that my ama got a stroke. i feel so helpless, i can't do anything...she's in indonesia...while i am in singapore. I really wanna go over to see her.....
This year is really a dry year for my family...nothing has been going well....
Both emotionally and financially..
I've got so much emotions going through my mind....It's really driving me nutz...
Posted at 07:54 pm by anky
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
I can't really say much here, cuz i don't want to spoil the image of my cca, but its going through a rebuilding phase...i would say its tough not only on me but also on the committee... sometimes i wish he was like a fly...that i can swat...*tadaa* he's dead! One major problem has gone....
Enough abt that....
Just came back from sports camp on thursday...god...it was simply, absolutely, definitely, fantasticaly FUN!!!! my god, i never had so much fun since the first 3 months in PJC. Although the feel of the camp will fade away slowly but the experiences that i had attained through the camp will be in me. i hope i can have some of the photos so that i can post it up here....
Signing off....
Posted at 07:58 am by anky
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Friday, June 04, 2004
I'm sick! i'm sick of this and that...ok..rewind....
Track..track ...track....studies...studies...studies...family...family..family...friends...friends...friends...
i just can't seemed to find the time to slot in work or relationship...i don't think i am ready for any of that..i guess it would have to take something extraordinary for work or relationship to fit in. i guess its hard for me to handle too many things at one go. Both work and relationship takes up alot of time...and i hate to neglect anything. Everyone talks abt time management..i mean..WTH(WHAT THE HELL)...u definetly have to forgo something...i don't think any human can possibly do everything...unless he doesn't sleep?? that will be creepy...
Music: Better man
Time: 2pm
Mood: Slight hangover
Status: Single
Posted at 01:29 pm by anky
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
I'm contemplating whether to work, Work or not to work? work or not to Work? arghh...spinning around my head like how the cyote sees stars spinning round his head after banging onto a rock after being outwitted by the road runner...ok, i'm being crappy...
Well, anywayz life can be colourful, depends on how i paint my picture. So i better not complain and whine about how dull my life is. I think everyone should do what i think too! Don't you agreE?
Guess the thing i am missing in my life now is a companion? a stable income....i think its these 2 only.
But i have no idea why i just can't seemed to get a gf, i guess i'm too traditional, small sized, boring? Guess just go with the flow, if it comes..it comes...
I love the song by Sunscreen..its kinda meaningful
Posted at 12:00 am by anky
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Monday, May 31, 2004
WHooOOoOoO....just came back after GL Sports Camp. I'm extremely exhausted....and i still have to go for track and field training later in the afternoon.
Well, the Camp turn out to be great, i never expected myself to have 'Fun' at all! Friends i have made and experiences i have during the camp.
Results update...
MB:C
MATHS:C
IPC:C+
OCOM:B+
IAC:C+
Posted at 11:11 am by anky
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Feeling tired of everything
I don't know why i am complaining about this, but after the exams..i feel my life is really really BORING....dammit..i really want school to start. I think its because, school is more happening?? i don't know what the hell i am thinking.
What's ur daily routine now?
Mine...10am-2pm : waking up(seriously...i wake up between these times only)
2pm-4pm: Slacking, with my granny...watching cooking shows and drama serials
4pm-8pm: In ngee ann training....Track
8pm-12mn: either i am at home slacking online...like always...or i'm clubbing.
See how my life revovles around the same things over and over again. God damn it!!!!! i sometimes wish i was a little bit richer...i know GOD always say be contented with whatever you have...but...i want my life more Exciting! I'm getting older...i don't want to reach 30 years old when i first try bungy jumping or parachuting.....that's HORRIBLE!!!
Wonder why i am talking about all money money money?? My family is alright...its just that we always quarrel about money...i ABSOULETLY HATE the feeling of begging for money...shit...sometimes i feel like finding a job, BUT my dad doesn't want me to work..
DAMN IT! don't want to give me money...don't want me to work..what the hell he want me to do????? what's wrong with him?? Menopause?
Posted at 11:15 am by anky
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Sunday, May 09, 2004
It's really been a long time since i last updated my blog.
Guess i really lost my way of expressing myself...ahaha...
Well, exams are over...was really a painful period of studying...i guess i should really stop all the last minute studying, thinking that i can get good grades by doing last minute work.
Went to S.O.S and Cheeky monkeys last night....never been so happy...i haven't been clubbing for WEEKS! SCREAMING SHOUTING...shoik...its like i've forgotton the exams during that point of time...a distant memory...
I feel empty ...Do you? Do you feel the same way i do?? i don't know...i just feel like i have so much to achieve...but nothing done...
Love: Heart DEAD
Studies: Nothing achieved
Track: Haven't trained yet
Squash: don't talk abt it
Friends: made one of them hate me
Looks: Ugly
Wealth: Nothing
Posted at 11:10 pm by anky
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.jpg?dc=4675462002577234532) My god damn name:Andrew Ng K.Y
My shitty school: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Course: Bio tech
My crap age: 18(2003)
Day i was release: 1/4/85
My shit hole: Holland Village
Homoscope: Aries
Fav.Football club:Mantud!Fav Band: ColdplayE:mail:anky_oasis@yahoo.com Msn: lxhe@hotmail.com ICQ: 340347271
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